I'm ashamed and offended

I fell in love with a man, being in a happy relationship for 6 years with another, where I was carried in his arms. I really hoped that this was a passing hobby and a surge of emotions, but apparently not. When I see my man, I think about this. And everything would be much clearer if the one I’m thinking about could take some action.

He likes me, but the fact that I have a partner apparently put him into some kind of prostration in the end, although initially he was aware of it. Recently he saw a photo of me with a man on the Internet, after which he simply began to ignore me. I don’t want to play a “double game”. But I am ready to leave the current relationship only in the case of reciprocity and in the case of adequate readiness and initiative. What it is? Scared? Pulled away? Before this there was so much talk that I would separate, that we would live together and all sorts of other things.

There are thoughts that the Universe is protecting me from a stupid mistake. But it’s a shame for having emotions and feelings. I feel even worse towards my young test-antibiotic.com man, who absolutely sincerely adores me. I'm ashamed of myself. And those unrequited feelings hurt.

I don't know what to do. How to deal with this? How to forget? How to calm down your feelings for that person? What should I do anyway? Should I talk? Should I explain? After being ignored, it’s difficult for me to take a step, and I can’t stop thinking about it at all. Everything hurts a lot inside.