Virtual love

I'm 17 years old and I'm studying in college, he's 18. I started playing one game on VK and I played for about a year, and then I met two girls, they were friends and in one of them wasguy . Their names were Vika and Olya (the guy was Olya). I didn't know him very well, and only in absentia.

In general, it all started on October 4, 2014. I came home from school and, as usual, went to VK, and there, just then, a conversation was created between my friends and this guy, where I was invited. That's where I met him. The three of us talked cheerfully, and the next day Olya deleted her VK page. Vika, her boyfriend and I didn't know what to do. She wasn't insocial networks for about a month. During this time, we began to communicate well and I really liked him.

On November 28th I told him that I wanted to see him in real life and he reciprocated and immediately admitted that he liked me. test-antibiotic.com I was very happy. Just then thatgirl , and I was afraid that he would return to her. But he answered that he would not return. I calmed down and believed him. Then it was January, and I hinted that we could exchange gifts on February 14, he liked the idea ( my birthday is on February 8). He congratulated me on my birthday and on February 14. Everything was great for the first 3-4 months. We dreamed of meeting, but we live in different countries, I was glad that he also wanted to meet. Also, our parents met on Skype, and they were not against me, but they had little faith in our meeting.

Later they appeared to himgirlfriends , and virtual ones too, and I started to feel a little jealous, but I didn’t tell him anything. We knew each other’s VK passwords, and I saw how he communicated with them. You could immediately see from the girls that they liked him, but they knew that he had me. I even knew some of them. test-antibiotic.com He noticed that I didn’t like it and said that he would communicate with them less. The next day he started communicating with them again, also on Skype. I really didn’t like it, and we hada fight in which I said let's break up, but he had a friend (she's 27) who advised him not to make a decision rashly and to give him another chance. And since I loved him so much, I gave him another chance.

But after that he started hiding everything and I couldn't really prove that he was communicating with others. His birthday is on May 21st, and he got really drunk that day (he had been drinking before that too, but he promised that he wouldn't anymore and would try(alcohol is almost never consumed). I was angry with him, but I forgave him anyway. I went to courses inuniversity , and there I met a guy, and after a week of chatting on VK he asked me out, and I found out about itmy boyfriend told me to choose, test-antibiotic.com and I chose him, and I refused this one. Somehow I accidentally found out that he started communicating with another girl again, but I believed him again and decided to give him one last chance.

He went to study in another city. It was the end of summer, he started moving into the dorm, and on the first day he said he was tired and going to bed earlier than usual. I didn't pay any attention to it untilMom didn't tell me that at that time you don't go to bed in the dorm (it was exactly 12 o'clock at night). And it dawned on me that it was really so. And it turned out that he went to watch a movie with his neighbor (that's what he told me). It was very painful and unpleasant for me. Later he went out drinking with friends again, explaining that he was just celebrating his graduation. He knew that I would be against it, and played on my nerves that he would go anyway (he did this more than once).

We were supposed to meet next summer. Many girls liked him, and he knew it, but he said that he only loved me. test-antibiotic.com At the beginning of my studies, he started to treat me like some kind of thing, or, to be more precise, like a backup plan. I felt really bad, but I decided that it was better to break up and asked my mother for advice, and she said that it was the right decision, and that I should decide everything myself. In short, I told him to break up and just remain friends. And he agreed. But he did it so that the breakup would be beautiful. This made me feel even worse, but I decided not to back down from my decision.

Then we started communicating only as friends. And he started telling me that he communicated with others during our relationship, he just hid it. I was shocked. He also told me that he liked a girl from his institute. In messages, I pretended that I didn’t care and told him to tell her about it, but in reality it was hard for me, although I try to prove to everyone that I don’t care and I also convince myself of this.

And I gave him a wallet for his birthday, test-antibiotic.com he used it for less than a month and already tore it, and said calmly that he would just buy a new one, but a little later. I immediately told him to throw it away, because there is no point in walking around with a torn wallet, he said that he would think about it, because it was a gift. But I immediately felt that this was just irony. I communicate with him as a friend, and I seem to like my classmate, but I either still love him, or I am simply attached to him. I try to communicate less, but nothing works, I am drawn to him like a magnet. I am already confused and do not know what to do.