My father is a gigolo

My mother's husband isgigolo . He earns 10 thousand, he can't even provide for me, my sister, and my mother. At the same time, they gave birth to two children (me andsister ). ThereforeMom can't get a divorce because we live in the house that she once bought for Dadmother , the house is registered to him.

It's very, very hard for me and my mother. My mother also works for pennies, because at one time he forbade her to study, to get a higher education, and got her a job in a cafe, where she earns 11 thousand with something. Then she got pregnant 2 times with a difference of 3 years,Of course, I didn’t plan the pregnancy , but for some reason I didn’t have an abortion.

Mom is very tired, there is not enough money, we live on mom's pennies. She loves me, but I understand that it is very difficult to live with such a gigolo, and to support two children. Also, mom is like a free servant for dad. He has no respect for either mom or me. He hates me so much, and uses mother. She serves him and us, all the household test-antibiotic.com and cooking is on her. And this is after work and even on weekends and vacations.

I hate him. He also acts like an evil tyrant, especially towards me, constantly devaluing, threatening, insulting, controlling, yelling, once beat me when my mother was not at home, I hate him for that. And my mother too. But she can't do anything. I remember when my sister and I were little, he had a crazy look in his eyes and slapped my mother. I wanted to hit him, but I was afraid.

My mother also wants a divorce, but has nowhere to go. I'm only 15. My sister is 18, but she also hates me and my mother, constantly agrees with my father, just like him. She doesn't work either.

What should I do? I feel very bad.