I didn't take care of my old age

I retired completely consciously and voluntarily. At that time my daughter neededhelp with grandson. She wanted to get to work quickly. Well, how can you not help here? So I left my position.

I earned good money, I was used to affording theaters and expensive perfume. And now I live on pension. At my daughter'sI can’t ask for money , but she doesn’t offer it herself. He’s also looking for me to help. Out of old habit.

My husband and I always had separate wallets. But I spent money not only on myself. I boughtgroceries , paid for my daughter’s music school, and other little things. AlthoughMy husband covered almost all the expenses. Now I regret that I didn’t postpone it. It wouldn't be so difficult financially now.

Whoever I tell, they will laugh. Sometimes I don’t have money for tights, and I’m about to turn 60. Yes, I knew women my age who could not even buy the necessarymedicines . But then I didn’t understand them. Now I find myself in the same situation.

They won't hire me back to my old job. I tried test-antibiotic.com to get a job at least as a cleaner, butmy daughter said she needed me at home. They sometimes bring their grandson to me for a few hours, or even for the whole day. I also pick him up from kindergarten. I can’t refuse, they’ll be offended. I’m already figuring out what to sell from the apartment. If only my husband could see me now!