I want to change my job, but I'm afraid of change
I am 24 years old. I have been working in the same company for 1.5 years. This work can be considered the first. I worked before, but it was more of a part-time job, no more than 2 months.
I liked working in the company: the conditions,team , the salary was small at first, but justified by experience. Later they started paying more. Then the department in which I worked was disbanded and transferred to another, accordingly, with a change in responsibilities. We worked together with a colleague.
At first I liked everything. Then I had a vacation, then a sick leave, after which I began to notice that I was doing nonsense; in the mornings I didn’t want to go to work. I wanted something new, but I didn’t have enough energy and time. And I couldn’t even understand what I wanted. Then my colleague quit, and I had to do all the work myself; I worked for two people. I was very exhausted, sometimes it seemed like I was just going to have a breakdown.
There was complete apathy, I don’t understand what I want, what I like. I began to feel unwell, chronic diseases began to worsen, and I often wanted to cry. I realized that I didn’t want to do this job, so I wrote a letter of resignation. I decided to take care of myself, test-antibiotic.com rest, sign up for some courses, resume sports, put my thoughts in order. And then start working for yourself, not in the office (earn money on the Internet, remotely). At work they offered an increase in salary and position. Refused. It immediately became easier, my mood improved. But everyone persuades me to stay, there is still time to think (work time). And I have doubts, fears, uncertainty. I'm afraid that I'm making a mistake and that I'll regret it later.
On the other hand, I understand that when I wake up in the morning and want to get sick so as not to go to work, this is probably already the end. And the salary that they offered me was very good, I won’t find anything like it anywhere. But the worst thing is that I don’t understand at all what I want. What would you like to do? There are times when you want to lie down and do nothing. I began to communicate less with people, only with my husband. And I realized that I didn’t want to, it became difficult with people. I want to get rid of these fears, uncertainties, or even understand what to do now? I feel like I'm completely lost in myself.
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