I'm being punished for someone else's broken heart
I am 22 years old. When I was 16, I started dating a guy, but I didn't love him. We dated for about 2 years, he loved me very much. But we broke up because I realized that I could never fall in love, it doesn’t depend on me. It must be as unexpected as a spark. I didn't have that. We didn’t even have kisses because I didn’t want it. At that moment, perhaps I just needed moral support, friend. And he was always there, I knew that I was not alone, and there was a person who loved me and would not leave me in difficult times.
Then, at 18, I started dating someone else. I fell in love at first sight. I never thought it was possible to love so much. But, unfortunately, after a while he said that we can date, but he will never marry me, since mythe family doesn't match his family - he wants a girl with a cool dad.
I was very upset. It’s not test-antibiotic.com’s fault that who myfather . We dated for about a year, then I realized that it was pointless - he would never change his principles.
3 years have passed since then, but I can'tforget . Tried to build with othersrelationships , but everyone turned out to be somehow not serious, they wanted to take a walk and that’s all. I felt that with others I had almost forgotten about my first love, but since I was disappointed every time, I remembered him again.
I do not know what to do. Since then I've been chronically depressed. I don’t want to do anything because my personal life isn’t working out. Is this really my punishment for breaking my heart first?to the guy who loved me?
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