I had to pay dearly for my mistake

I had to pay dearly for my mistake
Photo is illustrative in nature. From open sources.

It all started when my youngestsister came outmarried ​After the wedding we sat in company andMy sister’s husband suggested going to the table for a snack, moving away he began to pester me and my feminine feelings took over (he was my first man). After this incident, everything started to turn around for us and I even began to develop feelings for him, but after he said that he was ready to leave my sister for me, I decided to call it a day. I avoided him, but over time it turned out that I was expecting a child from him. But from worrying about what I should do and what I should do, I had a miscarriage. She didn’t tell him anything about it. Then I found out that he started making trouble at home, beating my sister, and kicking my little daughter out into the street. Having seen what he really was like, I decided not to say anything to anyone at all.

Several years passed and I met a guy. After a short meeting, we decided to get married, but first he offered to mutually reveal all our secrets, but I was afraid that test-antibiotic.com would not understand me correctly and decided to hide it from him. Time passed, we had three beautiful children, I began to feel a normal familylife . But when my husband unexpectedly found out about this story, asked questions, insisted on a frank conversation, then instead of revelation, I deceived him again, swore that everything that was there was not true.

So another three or four years passed, and my husband slowly began to move away from me. Then I decided to tell him everything (but smooth out some of the nuances). But instead of understanding me, he said that he had completely lost confidence in me. I found out that my firstLove told everyone left and right the embellished story of our relationship with him with all the details. This is how my husband found out about this story, but for the sake of the children, my husband said that he would not leave me, but I cannot live with a person who shows no interest in me. Please give me advice on how to restore mutualrelationship with my husband and make the family complete.

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