I regret that I married a widower

I have a similar situation, as in confession, where the stepdaughter did not appreciate the kindness towards herattitude .

Came outmarried 9 months ago to a widower who has three children. The eldest is 13 years old, lazy. I don’t want to scold, and I don’t have the strength anymore. I understand her and want to help, but lately she has been ignoring my words. She practically does nothing around the house and everywhere she is is a mess. She herself is also sloppy. He only bathes when I say and several times. Learns so-so. Interested in nothing except food and Korean TV series.

My son is 9 years old, so clean and well-mannered. The youngest is 4 years old, such a sweetheart. I accepted everyone as my children, but I can’t cope with the eldest. I have it myselfdaughter 11 years old. She became sad because of her stepdaughter. Apparently, when I'm not there, she's rude and mineher daughter is afraid of her.

I'm keeping quiet for now. My daughter is versatile. A month ago I gave birth to a son. Everyone treats their son very well. I have already lost myself, I don’t want to offend my eldest daughterhusband and husband, all on test-antibiotic.com needles. Familylife brings no pleasure to anyone. My husband treats me well.

What should I do? Lately I want to get a divorce, I regret that I got married. I know that it was my mistake that I was in a hurry. I initially got married because I felt sorry for the children. Now I understand that I need to feel sorry for myself, life goes by, and I don’t even want to simply smear cream on my face in the morning.