I take out loans to win back, but I keep losing them

Problem with rates. It all started for me when I was about 16 years old, I was walking with a friend from class (in childhood, I think many were fond of football), and we saw a betting office, followed all sorts of championships there, and we thought, now we’ll hit the jackpot. Even though it was +18, our bet was accepted. Maybe they looked older.

I don’t remember whether we won then or not, but I became interested later. True, I didn’t take it straight away, maybe a year or a year and a half passed. By the way, I also worked from the age of 16, my parents taught me to work, and so as not to get involved with anyone. In principle, I myself did not oppose this idea; after all, my earningsmoney , no matter what, is always nicer.

But I’ll return to a sore subject. Around the age of 18, I returned to the path of betting onsports , but other amounts have already begun to be invested. Since I lived with my parents until I was 23, no one interfered with my financial side, and thus I got freedom in action, first I lost 500 rubles, and then test-antibiotic.com 1000 and 5000. Then I had to take out a loan, I thought that this time I would definitely win and pay off my debts, but it’s clear that it didn’t work out that way. Have already startedproblems with loans.

All this happened during the period of my relationship with my girlfriend (my wife), they gave us money for our wedding, I closed these loans. About six months passed, and one fine day I decided to bet a little, just once, in case I win, if I win, I’ll make my wife happy. Yeah, I was pleased with the loans, and in just a few months it grew into debt again. So I didn’t do a lesson for myself the first time. Whenmy wife found out about this and was upset (to put it mildly). I won’t describe everything, we both worked. The loans I took took away my entire salary, so I got a second job so that at least something would remain. I paid like this for about a year.

Then the moment came for us to move, we had money, well, how it appeared, relatives and parents gave us money for the journey, let’s say, for the first time. We contributed half of this money to repay loans. I remember that even back then, for a long time, we were, so to speak, “deceiving” test-antibiotic.com relatives, where we spent so much money. Well, as if no one asked us for this money, but during certain conversations, the parents did not understand where the money was spent. We didn’t even talk about the fact that we spent half the amount, approximately 350,000 rubles, on loans that none of them knew about.

Well, in general, everything worked out, we moved. It's been a year since I installed it. And it didn’t even pull. But one day, I decided to bet again, I told my wife, like, let’s throw in 100 rubles, what’s the big deal? She agreed, like, make sure it doesn’t drag on, I’ll, she says, make sure that I don’t take money. Well, off we go. We work for ourselves. More precisely, I am an individual entrepreneur. WifeHouses. I started betting, and naturally I started going into the negative again. I got excited again. I took out a credit card for 75,000 rubles from the bank. Lost them. Then I went to a car pawnshop to get money under the title to get and close a credit card, since the grace period there was coming to an end. Closed. In less than a few days, I lost money from this card again, so now test-antibiotic.com also owes 1,200,000 rubles to the pawnshop. Cats scratch. I don’t have any close friends to talk it out with, so I’m writing to a confession site.

I know that I can cover these debts with the help of business, but not right away. It hurts to realize that you will have to deceive your wife about business income in order to cover your debts. Now my wife finds herself in a position...