How could I do that!
I never thought that I would write somewhere like this, ask for help, but, apparently, that day has come today.
I am 21 years old, I met a guy who I didn’t like (his name is Ilya), but I accepted courtship from him, because at that time it was very difficult for me and no one was around. We talked, talked, flowers, movies, he was very caring, I saw how much he loves me very much, but there were no feelings for him.
Over time, I got used to him and could not imagine life without him, I don’t know if I fell in love with him or not, or just had affection, he wanted a wedding, children, I basically did too, but at that moment it seemed to me that I didn’t love him . Then I met another guy, and somehow a spark appeared, I didn’t torment him and broke up with him, it was very hard, I worried for a very long time, cried, saw how hard it was for him.
I'm currently in a relationship with another person, but lately I've beenevery day , every single day test-antibiotic.com I think everything about Ilya, I can'tforgive myself for what I did to him. I cry every day, any music, film that we once watched and listened to together reminds me of him. I only now understand that there is no one like him anymore, and will not appear in my life. Maybe it's worth writing to him, will he forgive, or leave him alone and continue torturing himself?
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