I found love and affection on the side

I am 26 years old, my husband is 25. My daughter will soon be 3 years old. Married for about five years. After the birth of my daughter, my husband and I somehow went wrong. In terms of sex. He does not want, repels.

He's just a military man, an officer, late at work. Yes, I understand it, I don't drink. But still, 1-2 times a month is simply unbearable. He is calm, does not drink, does not smoke, but does everything so that I do not ask. That's just love, tenderness and affection I do not have enough.

Yes, what else do you need? Quiet life. I agree with you. But before I met him. Love , after all, comes without knocking, really. Fell in love like a girl. I flutter like a butterfly. We met by chance. He is also 26. Married and now on the way to the secondchild . Yes, say "on someone else'sunhappiness cannot be built! Agree. But!

His grandfather took a promise before his death that he would marry her. Since this is the granddaughter of his friend. In a word, calculation. He couldn't refuse. He never loved her, he says that she is ruining him. test-antibiotic.com Doesn't let me sleep and constantly nags. Hedoctor , tired at work. He says he wanted to get a divorce, but randompregnancy .

She only needsmoney . Yes, he got drunk for a while. He is a very wonderful person. Kind and responsive. And deeply in love with me, just like me. Not a day goes by that we don't meet. Every day we find a reason to meet. Yes, I know forbidden fruit is sweet, but I've never had anything like it. We have plans. We want to be together. We are very attracted to each other. Honestly. Please give me some advice. I need it. Do not judge strictly.