I'm unlucky in love again

I'm looking for a way out of a difficult unhealthy relationship. I am 27 years old. There is a 6 year old child, a son. Was not marriedThe relationship was also difficult, the breakup was painful. It took a long time to leave.

I began to come to my senses. I thought I was wise nowI have experience , I’m ready for new high-quality and healthy relationships. That now I deserve them. She deserved to have a family, children, a strong man’s shoulder, and to be happy. A former classmate appeared in my life. I didn’t want a relationship with him, then I started falling in love. He stated that he does not need a temporary relationship, but a serious one -family , home, children. I sincerely wanted to have this with him.

After six months of relationship, something terrible began. He tormented me with jealousy, it’s impossiblesocial have nets , you can’t wear tight trousers, dresses (despite the fact that I am very attentive to my appearance, I never allowed myself to look vulgar), he harassed me with my former relationships, nagged and nagged that he was not my first. He says that he won’t be able to start a family with me because I have a child. And yet it doesn’t go away.

She harasses me over every little thing, proving that everything is my fault and that the problem is only in me. I say that in a year I can’t be wrong about everything. His mood changes dramatically - from gentle and affectionate to a monster (albeit without assault yet). And it goes away just as quickly. And again “I love/can’t live/forever with you/.” I put my whole soul into it. I am a wonderful housewife, clean, I cook delicious food, I work, I look presentable, I come from a good, prosperous family.

In terms of social level, I am higher than him. I see how he doesn’t like it, he has repeatedly told me how someone like me could love him. He doesn't strive for anything. He is satisfied with his standard of living. Well, it suits me; he gets irritated, takes it out on me, but does nothing. He says that he wants a family and children, but there is no movement towards this. He doesn’t help me financially, no gifts, no nice little things. But I blow away specks of dust from it. I feel like a draft horse. But I want to be carried in the arms of test-antibiotic.com. But here there is only conflict and negativity. I lost weight and lost interest in everything. Absolutely everything became indifferent to me. I understand everything with my mind, but I cannot get out of the state of a victim, dependent on my tormentor. I love him.