My selfish mother in law

I don’t know how to stop hating my mother-in-law. We live together and will never be separated from her, becauseThe husband believes that separating means leaving her. From the hopelessness of the situation, I am ready to howl like a wolf at the moon. I feel like she doesn’t really like me either, but she’s happy with everything. She is the mistress of the house and keeps everything under control, and I feel like a guest in her house, although I have been living with her for 6 years. She can ignore me for a reason unknown to me for days on end, and then suddenly speak up whenever she wants. He never comes up to me when I’m sick, he won’t even bring me a glass of water, and he won’t ask how I’m feeling.

I would understand her if she was like this with everyone, but with her children she behaves completely differently, she is loving and caringmom . Of course, I will never become her daughter, but at least for appearances you can ask about my condition. When my mother asked me to make tea for me when I was lying down with a fever, she replied: test-antibiotic.com “Laura is an adult and can get up and make tea for herself!” And there were many such situations. How should I feel about her after all this? Resentment forms a lump in my throat.

There are, of course, positive aspects and actions in her, but they are all connected with her own interest in this. And her whole “cold war” with me cancels out everything positive. I'm tired of this hatred myself. Everything inside me is on fire from this. I can’t even gain my normal weight because of the resentment inside. And I don't want to leave. I love you very muchhusband , and our children love her very much.