My husband stopped paying attention to me and is looking for entertainment on dating sites

I am writing my real story to getadvice and figure it out.

Married for 8 years. The story began with love. My husband is very good, conscientious and kind. We fell in love and got married a year later. The only thing thathusband always had his own standards of female beauty (he never hid the fact that he likedgirls with beautiful legs, but I didn’t have such legs). I have always been average - 58 kg and 168 cm.

From time to time I noticed thatmy husband surfs adult sites, but so far it has not affected our intimatelife was silent. But the further you go, the more difficult it becomes. I got pregnant -the child is desired. A child with a disability makes our life very difficult and creates enormous difficulties. The husband became depressed. So 3 years passed. I have gained weight because I eat away all the stress.

Now we have almost no sex, only once a month. I find dating sites on my husband’s phone (most likely he looks at girls and corresponds, since he definitely doesn’t cheat physically). They began to ignore me more and more often; test-antibiotic.com didn’t even want to kiss me. I talked to him and got the same answers: what do you want? What is the problem? Leave me alone, let me just work.

She doesn’t want to get a divorce, she says that everything is fine, and I made it all up. But in fact, nothing is normal. I cry constantly, he sits on the Internet, a child, like a point of contact and great pain. I wrote it chaotically, but I have no idea what to do or how to live further.