The husband lost money for which it was possible to buy an apartment

I don't even know and I'm just so shocked that I don't know how to describe it. I have been married to my husband for 8 years, I gave birth to a child two years ago, everything was fine. He works, helps with cleaning and cooking, doesn't drink or smoke, he seemed to be perfect.husband , but a month ago he did not bring a salary, said that the card needs to be changed. I changed it for a month, but I didn’t know that he had taken it for a long time, but he just lied to me. He said that there was no card yet, that he needed to go to the bank, and so a month passed. We have nothing to live on, the child has no food, no diapers, there is nothing already and there is no one to borrow from. And there is no map. And then I realized that there was something wrong, I tried, but he denied everything, saying that everything would be fine soon.

In general, I didn’t torture him with tears, and as soon as I didn’t torture him, I even frightened him with a divorce, because I felt that something was wrong here. And so he said that he played charts on some stock exchange and lost   5 million rublesю Thisthe apartment is whole, but we don’t have our own apartment, no car, nothing at all. I'm just in a stupor, what should I do? The child screams, became restless, my condition is transmitted to him.

What to do? What do i do? Maybe someone will advise something, I really can’t accept and forgive it when a child is sick, and we planned to take him to the sea, but instead of everything we are in a debt hole.