My wife's past won't let me go

My wife's past won't let me go
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I decided to share my story. She, as I myself understand, is not as dramatic as many others, but nevertheless. This is my story and it means more than anything to me.

I met my wife 13 years ago and have been together for 10 years. There is a beloved daughter. And it's a sin to complain aboutlife _ We don't separate each other's attention. So far everything is fine with the intimate side of life. And we always support you in difficult situations. It's just a fairy tale, not reality. But…

When ourthe relationship began, we were no longer young. I was 37 years old, my beloved was 25. Behind methe experience of a ten-year unsuccessful marriage and various other things. My wife has three years of experience in a civil marriage. Considering the age at which it all started for us, such a past is quite normal and natural.

Everything would be fine, but the problem is that her exmy husband is a close friend of my wife and I’s very good friend. And accordingly, he is also present at all events. And when I find myself at the same table with him, test-antibiotic.com really starts to creep me out.

I cannot calmly be next to the one who possessed my woman before me. And I'm not a jealous person. I trust my beloved completely. Over all the years, she has never given me the slightest reason to doubt her integrity and loyalty.

Moreover, I know that her ex-husband is not her firsta man , but I treat his predecessors completely equally. It was and was. It's none of my business, the past. And when I see this, my heart skips a beat. I don’t terrorize my wife with this. She is not guilty of anything to me. But since we are extremely, unbelievably close, she sees everything and feels my emotions.

Sometimes we were many kilometers away from each other. Something happens to one and the other feels something has happened. So it is in this case. He immediately asks how he can help. What can you say? Stop hanging out with the best friends you grew up with? And after all, she does not communicate with her ex-husband, except for a polite greeting.

I understand that for most people my test-antibiotic.com problem is not a problem. But she poisons my life. Maybe someone can advise me on something. That's why I wrote my ownconfession _

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