I did not expect such an insult from my ex-husband

Yesterday I was very angry with my exhusband , and said everything that was boiling.

We were married for 13 years and knew each other for 20 years. A year ago he left. He just packed his things, or rather, asked me to pack them and left, and then gradually took them over the course of a year. I cut it piece by piece.

I cared so little about him (according to him) that he was never in the store, and things could be taken out by truck. Well, not about that now. He left me with debts for the apartment, a mortgage and other everyday amenities. To be fair, I will say that he pays for his son’s mobile communications, meals at school, and in the spring he paid for wrestling and hockey for 3 months. I bought vitamins that I ordered for the child, donated 3000 for shirts to school and asked to take a photo, maybe I’ll take it for myself, apparently. Perhaps that's all.

Of course, no alimony was paid. There’s a pandemic and all that, I had to rent an inexpensive office, and an acquaintance of his was renting out an inexpensive space next to my husband’s office, so I moved there. Trade was sluggish and I asked him to transfer alimony to test-antibiotic.com monthly. He defined them as half the minimum wage - 7,000 thousand rubles. I was happy about this too, and I say that it was just the amount of the rent. But the rent was not paid, nor was the alimony, and accordingly the tenant denied me access to the premises until I paid. My persuasion about how to make money if access to the goods was closed did not bring the landlord to his senses. I agreed to give it back in parts.

And having brought this very part, she asked to open the office and look at the safety of the goods. And the landlord sent me to my husband, saying that he should open the director (the company was nominally registered in the name of the husband). And then it blew me up. Turns out,my husband had access to this premises, but I couldn’t even go in and sell goods, only God knows what my son and I lived on. I must say that my parents died and there is no one to expect help from, all my relatives are distant. And then, of course, under the weight of resentment and hopelessness, the truth broke through to me. And I told him everything that was boiling over. To which he rather calmly said: “Now test-antibiotic.com is definitely the end of the connection, I’ll put you on the black list, you’re a narcissist, lying egoist.”

I was speechless by what I heard. With narcissism, I might agree. My self-esteem is not low, although doubts and self-searching take place. But I didn’t really understand about the lying one and the selfish one. I earned money for a house, for two jeeps, for him and for myself, constantly on business trips, but I never saw his salary in person, onlyproducts , if asked to buy and thenmilk /bread But, of course, he didn’t lie on the couch, he worked (in his mother’s company), but the salary was small. I loved him, didn’t cheat on him, didn’t go out, everything went to the house, to the family, planned road trips with the family, flew on vacation to the sea, sometimes weekends in St. Petersburg or Moscow. All in all,family was the meaning of my life. And she considered her husband to be her soul mate and the closest person.

As you already understand, I am not one of the weak. But she was still a woman, and she took care of herself and had a pleasant appearance. And loyal and affectionate. But she’s touchy and probably difficult with me because she’s so demanding. And he test-antibiotic.com started drinking more. I don’t even know if I drank my family or started drinking because of problems. He, of course, says that this is a consequence.

A year after the divorce I came to my senses. It seemed like she was starting to live, and then there it was. I am an egoist!

Now I’m sitting, crying, drinking cognac and writing myconfession _ But all I wanted was support and security from him.