I hate my husband

I want to admit that I hate my husband with all my soulhusband .

We have been married for almost 7 years. We both work and live in my apartment. But the fact is that he doesn’t care about me at all, but he doesn’t want to get a divorce either. Can easily insult or swear in response to some of mya question that he didn't like. And even then he doesn’t apologize (he used to always apologize if he said something unnecessary, but now he doesn’t).

I began to respond in kind: he insulted me - I responded to him. Previously, he and I tried to smooth out the corners, to remain silent somewhere, they say, anything can happen, he got excited, etc. And he always apologized later. Now he communicates as if nothing had happened, as if nothing had happened. And this infuriates me incredibly! And I began to respond to his attacks in kind.

Calm conversations lead nowhere, things are still there. “I’ll get it for you now!” - to my reply message to that very address.

He himself will never hammer a nail in the house. Argument: what if test-antibiotic.com you divorce me, but I did something here and (God forbid,invested money ), he’ll be offended. He is from another city (they moved in with me on my initiative; I didn’t want to live with his parents). They didn’t live there for long at the very beginning of their family life (in quarrels they kicked them out of the house). He can calmly stand and watch me struggle in the dacha, carrying something heavy (he didn’t allow it before). But the most important thing is these insults. If only someone knew how much I hate him, I even cursed him a couple of times when he drove him to white heat! But I can’t get a divorce. I do not know why.

Maybe it's some kind of addiction? I hate it, I can’t stand it, I would die right away, but onI can’t file for divorce , although I think about it often.