I have no other choice but to tolerate my husband's cheating

I have no other choice but to tolerate my husband's cheating
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Since 8th grade I have been dating a man who is 11 years older than me. Don’t think where my parents looked, they are very good, the best, but I only told them about him in the 10th grade.

They were against it, but I didn’t listen, and they always asked to see him for at least half an hour. The parent's heart could not stand it, they let go. Now I understand that I should never have been allowed to leave the house.

She came out, was jealous, beat me until I bled, humiliated me, talked to other girls in front of me, flirted, I endured everything. Several times a month I broke up with him, but he tearfully askedforgive , I forgave. I graduated from school, immediately slept together, got pregnant, and at 18 I gave birth, and 1.8 years later I gave birth to my second, so now I’m 22, I have two children. Children are the only good thing in my life, I love them so much. Thanks to him for the children.

In general, during all this time while we were married, he constantly cheated on me, when I was moving around half-dead after the first birth (the birth was very difficult, test-antibiotic.com when I remember, I start to shake), he hung out with the girls, repeating, Don't cheat on me there, otherwise I'll kill you. And to this day he also cheats, walks, even now it’s midnight, and he’s not at home, so almostevery day .

My friends tell me about him, that he goes for walks, they are surprised how I put up with everything, but I can’t even say anything. Of course, I can take the children and go to my parents, but I am sure that he will not leave me alone and will manipulate the children. My parents are wealthy people, but even they probably won’t be able to do anything. I sincerely fell in love with him, and he turned minelove in the dirt. I devote myself entirely to children, washing, cooking, cleaning. This is how I live.

I’m not writing to make you feel sorry for me, I just want to say, parents, don’t give your children into such hands, well, that’s not why you cared so much about your children, pitied them, loved them endlessly, so that later, for the rest of their lives, they would cry and suffer . All the best.

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