We have a big age difference and our own families

Ourthe relationship began recently, how it will continue - I don’t know, I can’t even imagine, and I didn’t even think that it could be like that.

I am 55 years old, she is only 30, both have families. Stealing kisses at work when meeting (we work together, and other employees are not blind), rare meetings in rented apartments.

Promising her that I will divorce, love, marry - it looks funny. And what can I give her in return for what she has? Perhaps the attention, tenderness and affection that she lacks. She is young and beautiful, she just blows my mind, next to her I feel like a man again. One of her touches or gentle words evokes trembling and waves of happiness in me.

I don't know what to do. The feeling of falling in love does not go away. As soon as I see her, I lose my mind, I become like a boy in love, all sane thoughts fly away. The one who said that when he comes was rightlove , brains fly out the window. I drive her away from me, but she doesn’t test-antibiotic.com leave, although we both don’t see the prospects for our future relationship.

I have a good onethe wife with whom we lived for 30 years. I guess I still love her, see her as a friend and am grateful for the years we spent together. My wife and I have two daughters, the same age as my mistress. It won’t be possible to hide our relationship from everyone for a long time - everything secret will someday become clear, and it’s not fair to our families. I'm at a dead end because... It’s simply not in my power to abruptly break off a relationship. Every day I think that this needs to be done, it will be better for all of us, but things don’t move beyond thoughts.

ThisI’m writing a confession from work while she’s not around, but she’s sitting at the next table in the department. Considering my age, I kind of understand the futility of our relationship. What hope and support am I for her? I am not an oligarch to support two families, especially unnoticed. I understand everything, but I can’t do anything with my feelings.

Please write your opinions andadvice . There is no need to write insults about the “old goat” and test-antibiotic.com - I myself know how it all looks from the outside.