I'm cheating on my husband with his friend

I came across a confession site and decided to tell my story. I want you to give me advice on what to do next.

I have been cheating on my husband for about 6 months now with one of his friends. MyThe lover is not married yet. My husband and I havethe relationship is good, there are children.

How it happened, I don't know. We've known each other for a long time. Before our relationship, we just communicated well, always joked. But somehow it was clear to me that he wanted a completely different relationship.

His behavior was like this: if I find myself near him in one place, for example, at a get-together with friends, at a party, he will definitely touch me, as if by accident, or stroke my waist. And he constantly looks at me, sometimes even without taking his eyes off me. And after such contact, I was drawn to him. He even often appeared in my dreams after that.

Anyway, he once, for fun, invited me on a date, and I didn't refuse, since I had already started to like him. That day we sat together very nicely, drankbeer , test-antibiotic.com and after a while he pulled me to him and we kissed. I felt very pleased. He was very passionate with me. It almost came to sex.

Then a few days later he invited me again, I agreed. That day we also had a good time, there were passionate kisses, touching, and thensex . I felt very good with him. After that we were together several times. He said that he wanted me as much as I wanted him.

But I love minehusband . To be honest, I have never had an orgasm with my husband. I think that is why I cheated on him. By the way, he cheated on me too, but I forgave him.

Now I want you to give me some advice, what does my husband's friend want? Maybe he loves me? He himself doesn't say anything like that, because he doesn't want to break our connection.