I still couldn't understand the man I loved

It all started about five years ago. I met a guy who at that time had already lived in Moscow for a long time. He came to our province, 750 km away, to visit his aunt. This is where he met me.

On the first night, sitting on a bench with him (luckily it was summer), I patiently listened to his recent divorce. He spoke of the wound inflicted by his ex-wife. She simply cheated on him, thereby destroying the family in whichthe son was growing up. I reassured him and sympathized with him. The offended and disappointed have always been drawn to me, like a magnet. The “treatment” was successful, and soon Igor began to come to our village very often, but not to his aunt, but to me. As you can imagine, the distance is not particularly short, but here he is with me once every two or three weeks.

I always came (except for holidays) literally overnight. Arrived on Saturday evening and left on Sunday morning. I always looked forward to it. I can't say with certainty whether it waslove . Just a strong attachment or even purely physical attraction. To be honest, I myself and test-antibiotic.com cannot answer thisquestion . But I realized that the feeling was strong when we parted. And in the most unexpected way for me.

He came again (more than two years have passed since we met). Dinner by candlelight, intimate atmosphere, champagne, quiet conversation about nothing. And then I hear his words: “Little one, will you marry me?” Confusion and embarrassment on my part. A promise to think. I probably would have agreed after some time if not for one call. In the morning he left as usual.

The next day, getting ready for work in the morning, I hear the sound of an SMS on my phone. She smiled, confident that this was his usual “good morning, Baby!” We communicated with him very closely over the telephone. I open it and can’t believe it. They write to me: “hi, can I find out what right you haveGirl, are you calling my husband? It’s difficult to describe what happened to me. But I, as a civilized person, called this number and talked with Tatyana. Fortunately, the girl was also adequate.

I didn't dig too deep. I just found out that theythe relationship has lasted test-antibiotic.com for about a year, and they live together! When I called him, I simply asked one question and immediately realized that it was true. One thing I can’t understand is how he managed, while in Moscow, to live with her and communicate with me on the phone so that I never even suspected anything? There were no whispers, no missed calls, no silence in response to my SMS. There was never a time limit for communication. I could easily call him at two in the morning and communicate with him calmly.

Mythe reaction was predictable for me. TreasonI could never forgive her , although I never encountered her again. Then there were his constant calls and visits. But after that I never saw him. When he arrived, I deliberately disappeared. Then I completely left for another city. For a very long time, even after changing almost everything in my life, I couldn’tforget . Now I can say with confidence that after two years, I am doing well. I wouldn't want to be with him. I never test-antibiotic.com called or wrote to him again, although I know that he is still with Tatyana.

He doesn't call me, of courseevery day , but once a month is stable. Just to find out how you are doing. He always congratulates me on all the holidays, even though I don’t answer. He remembers all our dates and reminds me of them.

Why does he need all this? Why not erase me from your life and live happily with the one you chose? I want to understand, but I can’t.