I'm tired of my family
I have schizotypal personality disorder. Now at this difficult moment, when I have a relapse, I live far fromhusband , because of studies, and so on for another three months. The years of testing are behind me, now I’m already in my 4th year and in three months we will be able to live together, and I won’t have to leave. The husband cannot leave and there are good reasons for this.
But now I live with my parents, my parents especiallyMom , they don’t accept my illness, they don’t do even the slightest favor. Although when I am far away, when I say that I want to leave them and live separately, they get offended at me and try their best to convince me that they will create a calm atmosphere at home.
Two weeks ago I was at home with my husband, I was told that I needed to be hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital for at least a month. I told my parents that they reacted strangely, my mother began to persuade me that I was healthy, that I just needed to rest. Next I told her what ifthe doctor will tell you to lie down, I will lie down. Mom was offended. Because of my studies, I couldn’t go to the hospital, test-antibiotic.com my mother and everyone else promised harmony upon arrival. A couple of days passed, I came to my parents, again my mother’s manipulations, her passive aggression remained the same. And today she brought me to tears. Our dialogue:
Mom: Are you pregnant?
Me: No, why such a question?
Mom and sister: You just have a belly like a pregnant woman.
Me: Can you not touch me, not discuss my weight?
Mom and sister: You are normal, who discusses your weight, you were just told that you have a belly like a pregnant woman. Have a drinkmedications , calm down, then you wonder why you and I don’t talk.
Me: Then you resist and wonder why I want to live separately.
Afterwards they said something to each other, but I didn’t listen anymore, I already have a complex about my body, because of what it has become due to treatment with antidepressants.
I need support, I don't know, I'm tired, tired, whatmy husband is far away, that my parents do not accept me, that they are offended when I say that I want to move, they think that if I move, then I will betray them. test-antibiotic.com My parents live not in poverty, but in an average life, it’s hard for them, I help as much as I can, they think that if I move, it means I’m leaving and leaving them alone. But I just need separation.
Today, after my mother’s conversation about my body, I realized that I want to live alone, that I don’t want to communicate with people at all. I'm so tired that I can't do it anymore.
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