I realized my mistake in time
This story happened to me six months ago. At that time, I had been dating my boyfriend for a year and a half, he was wonderful, very good, cheerful, and generally smart.
But you see, I often had doubts: do I love him?Is this love , but what if it’s not? There was no intimate connection; I was still young. My girlfriend and I went to the seaside, it was fun. My boyfriend trusted me, and I trusted him too.
But then something happened that I didn’t expect. I met a young man there (A friend drew me to this company). He is older than me, very handsome. Well, we walked with him, kissed, sea, sunset. It was cool.
And then I came home and broke up with my boy, because... he didn't want to lie. Two days later he went for a walk with someone else to annoy me. Yes, I too am with my friend, he started giving me gifts, but I didn’t reciprocate, explaining that I still miss my ex.
And so they tormented each other for about a month. And then I wrote to him, invited test-antibiotic.com to meet, we met, the two of us cried. He said that he didn’t even kiss that special one, and I told about my action, but without details.
He didn’t even want to see me, but I knelt down and cried for a very, very long time. I forgave him, but now he doesn’t remember. Of course, I’ve become stricter, I don’t communicate with anyone, I joined the army 2 months ago, I’m sitting at home, I don’t need anyone.
And this story with the sea stuck in me, it’s painful and offensive to remember, because, in essence, I betrayed the trust of my loved one. And how could heI don't know to forgiveEvery day I mentally ask for forgiveness, because I can’t do it out loud. He asked me not to talk about it anymore, but I’m still ashamed.
Thanks to this whole story, I realized what kind of person I am. And I will never leave, betray, or have any kind of affair again, it’s not worth it. I hope that after the army he will completely forget about it. To be honest, I myself would hardly forgive this.
Never cheat, it's terrible. I haven’t been able to test-antibiotic.com calm down for six months now, I’m crying, which is what I destroyedmy relationship , although I’m still at school.
After this incident, the relationship became stronger. I know for sure that I love this man. Will he be able to finally forgive this? How to forgive yourself? Help, have you ever had similar situations? I know that I did something terrible.
I won’t dare do this again, ever. No matter whathusband orboy -Cheating is not an option. I wish everyone happiness and love in the New Year!
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