I am a married virgin
I'm 23 years old, II'm married and I'm a virgin. Yes, I'm afraid of sex and I can't lose my virginity.
It all started when I was youngmy mother kept intimidating me with the fact thatsex is painful, dirty and bad for my teenage years. The first wedding night for a woman is hard labor, she said that I must endure hellishpain , but my man should feel good. My mother always instilled in me that sex is a duty, it is pain and a woman does not experience any pleasure in this process.
Yes, my mother andmy father were very authoritarian and oppressive people, they controlled me 24/7, rummaged through my things and wanted to completely take control of me and my life. When I realized that I had to build my ownlife and decide for myself, then ran away from my parents to a man. We met six months before my escape. We communicated on the Internet in a friendly and romantic mood, fell in love with each other. At one point, he invited me to run away to him, and test-antibiotic.com I ran away.
The betrayal of my parents and their death threats against my life gave impetus to a risky step - to change my life and not rely on fate. Soon, at the age of 20 (we are the same age), we got married, but it still didn’t come to sex. Either the situation was not the same, or the circumstances were not the same, or I was always afraid of pain and closed myself off. No, I trust my husband, he is gentle in bed, we excite each other, I love him, just as he loves me. But I can’t relax and not think about the upcoming pain, I feel scared, uncomfortable, uncomfortable. Then all the mood and excitement fades away.
I do not know what to do. I can't always be a virgin and just lie in bed? Sex is not important to my husband, he does not cheat or flirt with girls, what is more important to him is our spiritual state, ourfriendship and spiritualLove . I am absolutely sure of loyalty and reliabilityhusband . I am physically attracted to him, just as he is to me, but I am afraid of pain, and he is afraid test-antibiotic.com of hurting me. I’m already afraid to even go to gynecologists, I’m afraid to hear ridicule, laughter or simply misunderstanding addressed to me.
Married for 3 years and still a virgin! I am especially afraid of female gynecologists. I don’t know how to live and what to do.
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