I lost the love of my life because of my mother.

I am 35 years old and I have been married to my husband for 16 years, there isdaughter - 15 years old. At 16, I met a young man, and somehow he began his courtship, but I did not take him seriously, but because of his attention and care, I became attached to him. And they started dating.

After some time, I told my mother about him. And everything is minelife is over. MyMom hated him, and I still can't understand why. And so we met him in secret for 3 years. Mom guessed, asked, even followed, but she never caught us. But as they say, everything secret becomes clear.

And at that time another one was courting meguy , 6 years older than me (myhusband ). Mom was literally hysterical, she said that she would die if I didn’t come out.marry him. At some point I broke down and told my mother: “I will do everything you say, just don’t do all this.” And I broke up. He cried so much, I cried so much. test-antibiotic.com After some time I got married,my boyfriend wrote to me on my wedding day: “My little girl, I’m waiting for you at your door, please come out and we’ll leave, we’ll go where no one will find us, if you don’t come out now, I’ll wait for you for exactly a year. Today is March 18th and I will get married next year on the same date.” As promised, he got married! I already gave birth to a girl, butevery day , every hour, every minute, I couldn’t stop thinking about him, suffering.

16 years later he found me, wrote to me, and before that I had never seen or heard of him. We had a heart-to-heart talk before the New Year. He is divorced and hasson . Now I've died again. I don't know how to continue living. It’s as if 16 years have not passed, as if everything happened yesterday. I love him madly and have not forgotten him even for a second. What to do?