Vows of love were forgotten within a month

I am 21, she is 18. From the very first days of our relationship, I understood that this was my man, that I would go with him to the end. Every year I only became more confident in this.

Together we broke the stereotype of “love at 3 years old”; dozens of young boys and girls were sent forever. They even proposed marriage to her three times, but it was all in vain. We both knew that we belonged only to each other, and that we were not ready to risk our relationship for the sake of some temporary pleasure. Of course it wasn't idealrelationship , we are both very impulsive. More than once they defended their own, but for what?

Last June I was drafted into the army. The most interesting thing is that I was sent to serve not thousands of kilometers away, but locally, maybe 30 kilometers from home. Of course, there were tons of tears, promises and oaths about what would happen, etc.

The unit turned out to be quite strict in terms of visits, especially those on leave, because a freshly minted major, who had just graduated from the academy, and was ready to tear everything and everyone apart for the sake of his successful test-antibiotic.com debut, took over the position of unit commander. Even in such a desperate situation, due to the good attitude towards me, I managed to go on leave to my beloved once, sometimes a couple of times a month. And every such day was a holiday for me and for her (as it seemed to me), after each meeting there were tears, difficult goodbyes.

And now I have 45 days left before demobilization, and I receive a gift from an unknown boy insocial network (because the mail is closed) with words like: she doesn’t deserve you, that she’s mineThe girl is cheating on me so that I can contact him if I want. Honestly, initially I was sure that this was someone’s cruel joke, because the gift was sent on April 1st. But the desire to find out everything was above all. I wrote to him. And then it started! The guy calmly said that since July (this is the month after I left for the army) he had been spending time with her, that they had slept together more than once. And when asked about me, she confidently said that I was an ex, and that everything test-antibiotic.com was over between us.

Honestly, I didn’t even believe it, I asked for some proof, for example, a photo, phone number, correspondence. And he threw it off (there was her left page). How it turned me over when I saw her, undressed, grimacing at the camera. And then him with himcorrespondence , where he reprimands her for something, and she makes some excuses.

My horror simply knew no bounds! I just sent her a screenshot of his page, and she immediately called me back. I asked: “Who is this?” She: “I don’t know, what?” “Nothing,” I disconnect and immediately throw her photos in her personal message. Then it started: she immediately called back and began to hysterically, with tears, prove to me that it was only one time, that she realized everything. But I already knew everything that this had been going on for about nine months, that often it was she who initiated these “meetings.”

I throw it all to her in parts. She simply couldn’t find a place for herself anymore, but at the same time she lied to me until the last moment. It was incredibly painful. I’m already full of emotions, test-antibiotic.com I begin to cover her with obscenities, to which she manages to say that she wants to see me. I agreed, I needed it, I wanted to hear it from her. It was tonight, and I’m on duty at the checkpoint (I’m the only one here). Approximately 01:30 am. A taxi arrives, she gets out, I silently go to the duty room and sit on the bed. She comes in, all crying, falls down next to me, and without any attempts to lie, she simply admits that she cheated, but that she regrets it most in her life, kneels down, tries to somehow hug me, received a couple of slaps in the face on the neck from me, but continues to talk. She asks for a single chance, that she is ready for absolutely any sacrifice, that she does not see herself without me. Either we are together, or she will do something to herself so as not to live.

This all lasted until 6 am. I was unshakable. Her tears didn't work this time. By the beginning of six, I called her a taxi and sent her with the words: “You yourself ruined everything.” And now I’m sitting here, and test-antibiotic.com I’m simply choked by these emotions, I can’t find a place for myself. How she has sunk in my eyes. I didn’t trust anyone as much as she did, probably not even myself.

Tell me, what would you do in my place? How would you behave and be able to forgive?