I feel hurt and upset for my son

It’s very hard for me right now, my heart is squeezing, there’s a lump in my throat. SecondMy child is very sick, he can only breathe on his own and that’s all. My son on September 1stThe Knowledge Day holiday will be 7 years old. I am very upset that he cannot walk, talk, run with his peers, he doesn’t even see me, but, thank God, he hears me.

We were given a wheelchair twice, but I refused, saying that he couldn’t sit, and there was no point in getting one. Recently I received a call from social media. services and convinced that the strollers arrived and were picked up. I refused, saying thatmy son can’t sit, but they insisted, like, they’re multifunctional, you won’t regret it. Heremy husband went and picked it up, they gave us two strollers (for walking and for home).

Today my husband came back from a business trip (he was in the military), called an assemblyman he knew, and together they assembled them in the yard. Meanwhile, our other children sat in boxes from strollers and played joyfully, and my heart hurt so much, I wanted to scream, I wanted to die, but not test-antibiotic.com to see wheelchairs for my son, from evening to Tears are still flowing, in a bad mood.

It's too painful for me. 7 years have passed since the birth of my little angel, and mythe pain in my soul does not subside. I feel guilty before my son, my conscience torments me, I think I missed something during pregnancy, didn’t pay attention. I love my defenseless angel very much. All my children are sleeping sweetly now, my loving husband is sleeping next to me, everything is there, but when I look at my son, I feel like the unluckiest person on earth.