I'm scared and lonely
I'm in the 11th grade. As it is not difficult to understand, I am now having a very difficult year. And a bad situation happened involving the school administration, in which I also became involved. After that they started to treat me very prejudiced. Mostly the deputy director and the director herself. They began to treat me even worse than before.
I’ll say right away that I myself don’tsugar , but I also cannot understand seemingly adult people who react to the antics of high school students as if they were the death of a loved one. We highly encourage standard. You are either like everyone else: you write a bunch of competitions, go to rehearsals for useless events instead of classes, study perfectly those subjects that you don’t need, but at a specialized level, or you are an empty place and they find fault with you for something for which there are no complaints about others. But now the situation is completely terrible.
They began to search me at the entrance to the school, and only me. They are looking for any opportunity to find fault with me, in order, apparently, to kick me out. I'm really scared to fall asleepevery day , because the next morning is test-antibiotic.com danger for me. I'm on the verge of a breakdown and if it happens, I understand that I'll ruin the rest of my life.life . I had breakdowns, and I can’t control myself, destroying everything around me in a fit of animal rage. I have insomnia, my understanding of the material has become worse, andfear gives way to anger and apathy and so on in a circle.
I do not know what to do. I try to hold on, but my hands give up. If I am expelled now, it will be worse for my mother, who already works hard to provide for me and my younger brother. I understand that maybe I can find my way in life, but I’m not sure if I can handle it. I'm very scared and lonely.
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