My unlucky first love

It all started with meeting her best friend, three years before the incident. For a long time, he and I were colleagues of sorts. Over time, they even became friends. They discussed almost everything, loved to argue about politics and the situation in the country.

But one day he decided to introduce me to someone. I was hoping formeeting someone through our common hobby, but contrary to all expectations, he introduced me to his friend, Tanya. He talked for a long time about how we were suitable for each other and could become good friends. In general, word for word, and I agreed. On January 17, 2015, in the late afternoon, he invited the two of us to introduce ourselves. Communication did not go well for a long time. And when I saw her for the first time, I didn’t like her. But he persuaded me to try to stay. And I stayed for 5 months.

We talked on any topic, and felt a strong mutual interest in each other, read poetry and watched films, wrote stories and drew, listened to music and did a little bit of everything together, but then she began to cool off. I stopped appearing on test-antibiotic.com on Skype with a webcam, and more and more often went for walks with my friend, who introduced us. And all the conversations turned into a discussion of her life together with him, and his problems with his own girlfriend.

At first I treated this normally, but then breakdowns began, attacks of jealousy, attempts to understand something and correct it. But it was all in vain. Our “long distance relationship” was just slowly going downhill. And, she decided to confess.

To admit that she never loved me, and only loved him (the same friend who introduced us), and all the time she was communicating with me she was just trying toforget . Yes, yes, that’s how simple it really was. And the acquaintance itself was his idea, since Tanya was climbing the wall because he did not accept her love, and it was unpleasant for him to look at it. And the fact that for the last couple of months, she stayed with me only at his request.

Now we have broken off all contacts, and I tried to erase everything that was left of her. In other words, do the same, test-antibiotic.com, as she did. But some of the information still came from her friend. Because now Tanya has a new onelove is much better than before, that is, me.

Why didn’t anyone immediately say that it would be so difficult to part with a person? forget him and startlife again? In other words, maybe that’s how life works. And, having been the happiest, you will definitely find yourself at the very bottom.

Thank you to everyone who read, maybe this littleConfession, at least a little, will help. In the meantime, I’ll try to somehow move on without her.