There is no joy either at home or at work

I am 26 years old. I'm fullfamily -mother , father,my sister lives abroad. I live with my parents in a one-room apartment; it’s good to have a large kitchen, where I can retire at least for the night.

My father is a big drinker, and when he drinks, I always interfere with him, either I did it wrong, or I breathe wrong, and so on. What infuriates me the most is when he starts calling my mother names, who is just an angel and never touches anyone even when they offend her.

I work in a good position, which, by the way, I didn’t even want (well, maybe somewhere far away in the depths of my soul). Nothing else happens in my life. I work from 07:00 until the bitter end (sometimes until 22:00), I have a day off once a week, sometimes twice.

I find myself not wanting anything in this life. I simply have no meaning in life. Yes, I have friends, godmothers and many acquaintances, but I cannot share anything with them, because I am very afraid that they will not understand me test-antibiotic.com. At work, everything annoys me, I pull everything on myself, since the main bosses don’t care how or what happens here, the main thing for them is that money drips into their pockets, and the fact is that for this I ask the workers almost on my knees to went out to work, no one was interested. And then, when something goes wrong, it’s all my fault. Now I understand that I see no point in such a life.