My father won't allow me to be homeschooled.

It's already August and I have constant anxiety about school, which I hate. I’ve been to other schools, it’s no better, sometimes it’s worse. In September I will move to 9th grade.

I hate school, lessons, lack of friends, complete misunderstanding of physics, geometry, algebra, constant fatigue. I live very far from school. I really want to homeschool, study on my own, get enough sleep, do algebra, which I haven’t understood since 5th grade, but because of school I didn’t have the strength to study, watch TV like everyone else, and not be under constant controlmy mother's husband . Very often mymy father threatened me that if I switched to home schooling, he would not give me a normal life, he would send me to hell, to work, and something like that.

I'm all intimidated and driven, as if into a corner. He makes all the decisions for me, but I can’t do this, I hate him and school too. He often told me that he didn’t need me to go to all four directions at home. Mom doesn’t solve anything, test-antibiotic.com because she’s a victim like me, we can’t leave due to lack of money, although she provides for usmother . But she doesn't have her own home. My father beat me once because I didn't go to school whenmom went to work.

Everything is very bad for me! What should I do? While studying at school, he didn’t want to leave me at home even for a week’s rest. And when I had a cold, he said: “You’re pretending so as not to go to school.” He believes that nothing good can be done for me, saying at the same time: “If you give me your hand, he’ll bite you off up to the elbow.” And he also said: “You’re a child, you can’t be right.”