Is it worth hoping for happiness or living in a cocoon?
I have been living with my girlfriend for over 8 years. During this time, we did not get married and did not have children. She said that there is nowhere to raise a child, because there is no housing of her own. And I didn't really want to, to be honest. They almost completed the house, which she didn’t really want, but wanted an apartment! Mother-in-law helped, tried for her daughter and I think that this is normal. I have nothing against it, but it was built with such difficulty and scandals that I don’t know how it endured!
Over time, I noticed that I just cooled off. Tired! Tired of petty scandals, of unwillingness to apologize, of loftiness in relation to other people, about which he made a remark more than once. Tired of fighting. Last year and a halfsex is like a HOLIDAY! And yes, it's short! We have a pretty lady at workgirl , she is 26 years old, and at one of the corporate parties we started spinning. Even then I suspected that it would be more than flirting! On New Year's Eve we left, but returned after the holidays - and it started spinning with renewed vigor! At the end of test-antibiotic.com in February, I left my girlfriend. She left her boyfriend.
I started selling a house, went with a new girl to her parents and, oddly enough, after 2 weeks I returned to the old one! She accepted. But nothing has changed. It's been the same for 7 months now. Zero changes! I agree - it's my fault that I quit, but shouldn't we keep our feelings together? A month later, after my return, I realized - I made a mistake! I felt comfortable in that cocoon, which promises care, but not coziness and comfort in my soul!
My employee, whom I left, which I regret, was waiting for me, and I was still afraid to leave the cocoon. You see, it's scary. But the soul at the same time rushed to her. And so my employee gave me a deadline - either Saturday or all! I did not dare to say on Saturday, but after reading one book, I did it a week later. Now she doesn't want to let me into her life. And I understand that I will losehappiness . Maybe chaotically and without test-antibiotic.com trifles - but try to judge: should I wait for an employee? Do not think: I understand that this period will pass and the same everyday life will come as it is now, but I KNOW that my soul with this girl will be happy and I will not look for petty flaws in her, as I am looking for nowevery day in his girlfriend.
I specifically missed the terms "beloved" and "ex". Just to understand who is where. I am 37, my girlfriend is 30.
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