Everything will be alright

I met my husband at the university during the same course. But only in the 4th year we started dating, before that we just talked, and then things broke out between usLove . A year later they got married. Born the next yeardaughter . We rented an apartment for four years, but with his relatives, in a two-room apartment. We always dreamed of having our own apartment. When my daughter was one and a half years old, I went to work. And from that time on, we began to save for an apartment, i.e. for a down payment to buy an apartment.

And here is the long-awaitedapartment , they have to move in three weeks, and I’m cheating on my husband - notedcelebration and things started spinning. And I met with this man for three months, but not often. There were no feelings, justsex . Got pregnant. And then I began to think about whether to have an abortion, because... The financial situation is difficult, we are paying the mortgage, and there were also debts. I also doubted whosechild , although I always used protection with him, but you never know... I called my sister to tell about it, and she called my other sister, my mother, and they began to dissuade me. I say that I don’t want to create poverty, that you are dissuading me now, but tomorrow you will say differently, etc.

She broke up with her lover, and told her husband everything that she had deceived him. And he said he would do DNA. And while I was doubting, I had a dream: how I was closing the curtains in the room, and on the curtain was the sign of Allah in Arabic. Before this, I had a fight with my husband like you can’t provide for me now, what will happen tomorrow. Second dream: as if I was walking, and a woman came up from behind, touched me on the shoulder and told me: “EVERYTHING will be fine with you”!

The third time I called the maternity hospital to find out until what week I can have an abortion, “until the twelfth” they tell me, but I’m already on the thirteenth, while I was thinking.

In the maternity hospital when I was borndaughter and brought her to me, put her on my chest, I looked - she was the spitting image of my mother-in-law. Now my husband and I are doing well, and my salvation is sleeping in the crib. Pah-pah! And I think: what a fool I was, I didn’t appreciate what we had.