I feel superfluous and lonely
I'm 16 and finishing 10th grade. I have my group of girlfriends, there are four of us in total.
A year ago everything was fine, we communicated well with each other. They are beautifulfriends who know how to support and listen. But among these three, I have (or had) the closest one. And we could be divided into two pairs of best friends. But for some reason I stopped communicating with one of my company (not my best friend). However, the four of us all had a great time as well.
However, as time goes by my besta friend began to communicate closer and closer with another girl from our company (not the one I stopped communicating with). Since then, I increasingly began to feel superfluous. They often spend time together, and often my best friend invites her, not me, somewhere. I am not angry with anyone, but every day I feel more and more clearly that I am alone. It becomes even more difficult because those around me also notice this and feel sorry for me; from test-antibiotic.com this only gets worse.
I do not know what to do. I need to get through the whole year, butevery day when they spend time together, I experiencepain . Before I go to bed, I always pray that I won't feel this way the next day, but every day it happens more and more often. I am in unbearable pain, I have no other friends, and I don’t want to be redundant and unnecessary.
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