I realized that my mother doesn't love me

When I was 4 years old, I remember howMom kissed and hugged me. When I was 8 years old in 2012, my mother became pregnant with my sister.

I was so looking forward to it then! She said that I would give all my toys to her, and so I waited until she grew up so that I could carry her in my arms, braid her hair, and play together. Now sometimes there is a feeling that I am not loved. I very often tell my personal life to my mother, but she never listens to me.

When I ask my mother what I said, she is silent and ignores me. When we go shopping with my mother and sister, my mother always buys more things for my sister than for me. But that's not the point. I myself don’t ask for a lot of things, trying to save our budget. For example, if she takes her sister 3 blouses, 2 pairs of jeans, 4 pairs of shorts, a sundress, then I only get a blouse and shorts.

I don’t remember my mother kissing me or hugging me just like that for no reason. I usually hug and kiss her. What also upsets me test-antibiotic.com is that she kisses and hugs her sister almost every 5 minutes. Once there was such a case, I was sitting on the computer for 1 hour already (sister 4 hours), she comes up to me and starts yelling in my ear: “I want a computer.” She starts beating me, and I calmly tell her: “Calm down, you’ve already been sitting for 4 hours, I’m speaking kindly.” She started screaming and pushing me further, I tell her that I’m counting to five, and you’ll get it from me if you don’t calm down.

Mom heard these words and immediately said: “get out of the computer quickly,” and at that time my sister left the computer and went to play on the phone. Is this fair? I remember walking and seeing a store with my name and saying in surprise: “Mom, look! Look! They named a store there after me,” and I laugh. She says: “Are you really stupid? Well, they called it, so what? I said nothing.