I wasted my money and years on the man I loved.

I am 45 years old and again another unsuccessfulrelationship . The man I accepted with loans, two marriages and 4 children behind him, after turning on the heating in his house under construction, said that I was the worst thing that had happened in his life and that he did not love me.

He lived with me for a year before the heating started, he barely communicated with me, there was no sex, only money forI gave myself food and half for housing. I thought thatthe fault lies only with me, I tried to realize my mistakes, I cooked, cleaned, did laundry, went to work in the garden (in the village where he is building a house), I kept hoping throughout the year that we could survive the crisis and be together again.

We lived together for almost 9 years, everything happened. For the first two years he paidloan , he couldn’t even pay the rent, only groceries, then he seemed to feel better financially, but the budget was separate. We remain in the status of cohabitants, his parents upset his previous marriages, all of his wives are bad, it was my turn, it was so offensive, mytest-antibiotic.com 's son grew up, it was also difficult. And now the son seems to be an adult,my mother died 3 years ago and suddenly it became the worst thing in my life.

And how much was it: he was seriously ill, they lived on mymoney , in the house during construction there were no amenities, nothing, and I’m there all the time, without any special complaints, I live on my own money, I dress and put on my shoes myself. A very offensive situation, I reconciled him with my son, hoping that old age would meet him. It’s a shame to realize that you were used, that you have to start all over again, but how can you believe? Very sad. During the day there is still work, friends, relatives, and at night nightmares from the past.