I don't want to lose my friends even though they act like this

I don't want to lose my friends even though they act like this
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I havegirlfriends . From the 5th grade they bullied me and got the whole class involved in all this. But in 6th grade I found a girl who was on my side, and as a result, in 7th grade I was again with the same girls.

They smoke, drink when I don’t go for a walk, they say that I find reasons not to go with them. Or he comes to mesister , who does not like my company, and we spend time together, and in response, during my sister’s departure, they tell me: “You are adjusting to her! When she leaves, you need us right away.” In some cases, they attack me for no reason, but I avoid quarrels, because in the 5th grade this led to a nervous breakdown.

My problem is that I have no one to be friends with except them. But I’m tired of enduring all these humiliations directed at me. I have become so impressionable that if they write to me that I am guilty of something, or that I am blaming someone, then tears well up in my eyes and I begin to make excuses for them. test-antibiotic.com I began to notice that I could never refuse or fight back, I just walked away from the conversation and that’s it.

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