Do I want that much?

Is this a crisis or not yet?

I'm 38 years old, noI'm married and don't have a beloved man. I'm well off, I have an apartment and an unloved job. Even here there is no joy,Every day I go to the office, it's like going to hard labor. It's painful to watch how female employees are waiting for the weekend, making plans for a vacation with their families, young girls talking about dates, gifts from guys. And I don't have anyone, not even a cat (I don't like animals).

My mother divorced my father early, my grandmother was widowed when she was young. They always said thatit is not necessary to get married , that all men are bad. When I liked a boy in the 10th grade, I immediately told my mother and grandmother, thinking that they would be happy for me. Grandmother said: "it is so shameful to dream about love at your age." AndMom said that I need to focus on my studies and enroll in English courses.

I graduated from college, earn a good living, my mother and grandmother left me a three-room apartment (they both died in the same year). But there is no happiness. There were several acquaintances for one day, or rather one night, but the next day no one called back, test-antibiotic.com as promised. True, there was a contender who said that same evening that he was ready to marry when he found out that it was myapartment . It turned out that he was a visitor, divorced, worked as a taxi driver and lived in a hostel!

I tried to meet people on websites, but that didn't lead to anything either. I don't have high demands on men, I just don't want to deal with gigolos. He may not be rich, but he must be hard-working and attentive.

Do I want that much?