I will name my son after the man I love
I will touch on the topic of unrequited love. She has been worrying me a lot lately, and I would like to share my experience with you.
unrequitedlove is a very heavy feeling that I would not wish anyone to feel on myself. This is a completely inexplicable feeling and it is beyond perception.
The first year I did not dare to confess my love to him. I thought that I would somehow hint to him, he would understand, but since he is an adult (he is 45 years old and I am 20), the age difference is big, it is possible that he did not understand any hints there, and I have been all year -did she put off the idea of recognition.
Of course, I am not a person who cannot confess, adheres to principles, I am ready for a lot for the sake of love. As a result, the next year I wrote him a letter, gave it to him, and he refused me. I suffered madly and worried, then summer came, and I didn’t see him for two months. I thought that I was forgetting it, but my reasoning about this was erroneous.
I haven't forgotten him. When you don't see the test-antibiotic.com person, it's easier for you to forget. Naturally, he was always in my thoughts, I thought a lot, dreamed and scrolled stories in my head that if we were together, how we would spend time, walk, have fun, but time passed, but he didn’t get out of my head . So I didn't know what to do. On the one hand, love is a wonderful feeling that people enjoy and live happily in life, give birth to children. But I didn’t have this, and I decided to switch to myself. I began to devote more time to my self-development, body, soul, read books, go in for sports, because life goes on and in no case should you focus on one person. No matter how expensive it is.
A year later, I became very beautiful, fit and men turned their heads on the streets, in buses, in the yard. I was pleased and very flattered by their attention, but the thought of him has not gone away. Even if I have a son, I want to name him, and let him be my favorite man.
Maybe it's more like crazy, but it's easier for me, I'm sure that many women will understand me correctly.
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