I want to be needed by someone

I simply have no one to share my problems with.

I am 40 years old. I'm allsingle life . Sometimes I get bored with myself, I feel useless. When I was a teenager and there were someproblems , I would like to share with someone, have a heart-to-heart talk, but there were no friends or mother nearby. She lived with her problems - farming, gardening, work.

At 17 I left for a man twice my age, I was twiceI’m pregnant , but I haven’t received any support from anyone. Abortion, again abortion. At the age of 19 she returned home, at 20 she began to live with someone else, gave birth to a daughter, raised her herself, without the help of her grandmother, and she didn’t really want to.

CurrentlyMom needs help, and I remember how I needed a kind word, a hug, and I can’t get itI'm sorry that I wasn't needed all my life. I cook something, go shopping with her, but there is no love. Mom has dementia.

We lived with my husband for 10 years, he drank a lot, and now he’s completely drunk. Things are tense with my daughter test-antibiotic.comrelationship , it’s like she’s doing everything in spite of me - a ring in her nose, three holes in her ears, short hair, tattoo on half of her body, impudent. One thing that makes me happy is that I went to a big city, went to college, works and studies. And after the divorce, I live alone.

The other day I have a serious operation and I don’t know if I will survive. I'm very lonely. I want a girlfriend, cry on her shoulder, have a drinkwine , keep it secret. I would like to meet a man. I think I would love him very much! I just want to be needed by someone.