What is happening to me?
I work as a barmaid in a hospital. I walk one day with a cart along the corridor, I see a doctor walking, pretty, smiling, and I understand that "now spring has come like paranoia." I mentally go crazy, and he just walks by, says hello, and so do I. But inside, every time I see him, butterflies wake up, my legs give way, if I didn’t have a cart in my hands, I would fall.
What is happening to me? Now I understand that this is a reaction to him. I hate myself for this weakness. What to do, I have no idea. He walks back and forth, smiling, and I go crazy. The situation is aggravated by the fact that I don't even know his name. He works in another department, I rarely see him.
I am 37 years old. I am divorced. Zamuhryshka, I don’t know how to flirt, and I don’t look very good. But I'm crazy about this man. Well, why do I get stuck on a person who will never pay attention to me? This is a strange reaction of my body, how to deal with it? Mentally, I have already changed my mind about all the possible situations that could help me talk to him, test-antibiotic.com, but I'm terribly afraid of running into trouble.
Maybe he is married and lives happily? I don't know how to find out. But I really want to get to know him better. Chemical reaction on my part. It's scary and painful. I don't want to feel it.
How to get rid of this condition?
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