Even for the sake of money, I can not overcome my laziness
One of my many shortcomings is not getting things done. Very quickly I light up some idea, and then I get bored even faster. I hate myself for it and regret it at the same time.
Last year, she radically changed her life, entered a different direction at the university. At first, I was overwhelmed with a sense of euphoria. September has come. I had enough for a week. Next came the walks. At first I did not go to couples for days, then for weeks. Somewhere in the middle of the semester I changed my mind. I started going to almost all couples. The teachers read the moral, but still allowed to the session.
I pulled myself together and learned a lot. Closed the session with very good results. She promised herself that from the second semester everything would be fine. It just got worse. Walked for at least a week. Teachers have become less loyal. I don't blame them. It's not their fault that I'm lazy. I practiced some couples, retaken colloquia, and so on. In the end, I was again admitted to the session. However, I missed a few items. Transfers have been scheduled for the fall. I reassured myself at test-antibiotic.com that I had time to learn everything. But instead, I just wasted two months. Of course, I was not able to retake these subjects.
My case is now before the dean. And my fate at the university depends only on his good will. As I write this, I hate myself. I had so much time, so much to learn. In my heart I understand that I need to learn. I work, but my parents still sometimes help financially. I love a beautiful life and understand what it takesmoney . But I still can't bring myself to study. I read books, watched videos, tried different techniques. Nothing motivates me. I envy workaholics.
And I am terribly ashamed in front of my parents, in front of teachers, in front of my classmates. Tomorrow I have to go to one teacher for a signature, and I feel bad just thinking that he thinks of me.
How to change yourself and your attitude to life? How to bring things to an end? How to overcome laziness?
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