The girl says she loves her, but doesn't want to date her

It all started 9 months ago. We met her on the Internet, talked a little, then she disappeared for 2 weeks, later she wrote to me again, and that’s how it all started.

Initially, I didn't intend to build anything serious. For me it was more temporaryrelationships , for her too. But after a while I realized that I had fallen madly in love. This happened to her too. We sometimes quarreled a lot, but this only added fire and interest to the relationship.

We constantly talked on the phone, corresponded, often walked, and not a week passed before she missed me madly. We didn’t have sex for six months, she said she wasn’t ready, but I didn’t care either, we just loved each other very much.

Time passed, practically nothing changed, the relationship was just as colorful and vibrant as I said, we quarreled, sometimes it even came to parting, but later we realized that we couldn’t live without each other, and everything fell into place. After the first time, she started crying and telling me that I would leave her, test-antibiotic.com told me to swear that I wouldn’t do this. Of course I swore.

May came, we saw each other less often (exams), but we still talked often, overall everything was wonderful. And just a couple of days ago, overnight, it was as if she had been replaced, she became rude, spoke to me very strangely, as if I was a stranger. When I asked what happened, she answered that she was in such a mood.

The first day I didn’t pay serious attention to this, the next day everything became even worse, she told me that she was very busy and at the same time was walking with her friends, as it turned out later. I began to get nervous, worry that she had stopped loving me and found someone else, I decided to ask her about it. She answered that she loved me, she didn’t find anyone. Another day or two passed, we spoke less and less.

Once we were talking about the fact that we don’t go for a walk (that day we agreed to go for a walk, but she went for a walk with a friend and told me that she forgot about what test-antibiotic.com we agreed on). I started hitting on her, saying, what theis this attitude towards me? She rudely answered me: “I go out with whoever I want.” After that, I shouted something like “bye, don’t call me again!”

After a while she called me and said: “I love only you.” I started asking again, what happened? She said, “I don’t know what happened.” And so every time. And today, she called me, we talked, everything has more or less worked out. I decided to ask her about it again (besides, she was surprisingly calm that day). As a result, to the question: “Do you love me?”, she answered that she did, but not so much. And how should we understand this? Then she said that she wanted to take a break, talk to me on the phone, text, but not go out. She also assumes that this is due to stress (exams, etc.). She also says that she doesn’t miss me, but she doesn’t know what the problem is.

I don’t know what to do anymore, who to contact test-antibiotic.com, continue the relationship? In recent days, I rarely leave the house, I eat almost nothing, I can’t bring myself to work, let alone go for a walk, or have fun in any way. I don’t even want to lie down and lie down. I just don't want anything. The food became monotonous and tasteless. Good weather, profits, friends, I am no longer happy.

We talk to her a couple of times a day on the phone, but that’s not enough for me. She said to pause, for a minute, until August! Don't see each other until August! I can't stand this. I just wantbring back that whiny, jealous, passionate girl she was just a week ago.