My husband's double life

We have been married for 19 years. Beautiful couple, honeydaughter _ I followed him around the garrisons with my baby, we built everything together: we took out a mortgage on an apartment, bought a car. I loved him to tears.

We were never apart, weekends, vacations together. From the outside they told us that we were a beautiful, amazing couple. Then it turned out that myhusband was differentfamily 8 years old.

Nobody believed in this and I didn’t believe it right away. I will omit all my emotions of that time. I will say that I brought him back to the family, forgave him and wanted to continue living with him. But it was from that time that everything began to fall apart, we lost our apartment for debts, I sold my car for debts, he lost his job and his bosses did everything to put him in jail. He had some debts, and he held a leadership position.

I was left alone with my 17-year-old student daughter and with loans. Looking back, I just can’t figure out when I missed it and what? Maybe I shouldn't have brought it back. But his second test-antibiotic.comhis wife (that's what he called her) came outmarried someone else a month after their separation. And only now I understand that he did not love me or that this feeling passed to me much earlier.

I want to throw him out of my heart, I want to learn to think about him not with feelings, but with my mind. Communicate calmly as friends. And I really want to learn to live on and be happy. I am 42 years old.