Confession of a womanizer
He got married at the age of 20, loved his wife madly, and was crazy about his beloved. After 12 years, I found out that she had changed several times when she cheated with her former boss almost at the very beginning.
Cried, screamed, beggedforgive me , I tried to commit suicide. I tried to forgive, they tried to start from scratch, but the feelings passed, she became a stranger and an empty person for me.
For several years it simply existed. On another business trip I met another, there were no feelings, but the roof was torn off, justsex . All beliefs and restrictions went to hell. Something broke in me, something in my psyche snapped. I began to take advantage of every opportunity. I didn’t want feelings, I didn’t need a relationship, it was as if I’d broken the chain.
There are too many connections to count. Fortunately, he was not deprived of appearance and charisma; he easily attracted the opposite sex. Over the course of ten years, I visited a venereologist several times. HowMy wife didn’t find out anything, I can’t imagine. But as they say, no matter how long the rope twirls...
My wife found out, I burned myself stupidly, but to be honest, I never hid it, I just didn’t advertise it. I had a heart-to-heart talk with my wife, test-antibiotic.com didn’t lie, he told me everything. My wife was in shock, she couldn’t walk, she was holding on to the walls, she couldn’t even cry, she was in prostration for a day, and then hysterical anddepression . We went to a family psychologist together, but it didn’t help, I’m broken, I have no feelings, I don’t want a relationship, I don’t believe in it. I don’t want to change anything either, my wife tried to do something for me, but I no longer need anything from her, and I don’t want to do anything for her myself. It’s probably my mental health, I can’t look at women normally, they’re not people, just sex objects.
I probably broke down after her betrayal, my psyche could not stand it and suffered such a breakdown, and my mind followed suit. I know I’m wrong, I know it’s impossible, but nothing can be corrected, and for what?
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