When will I meet a worthy man?

When will I meet a worthy man?
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All my life I have been constrained, notorious, withdrawn. I dress likeblue stocking . Eyes on the floor. And at the same time, my exes were still jealous of me, out of jealousy they left me. What is the first man, what is the firsthusband .

I swear, I am always faithful, that in a relationship, that until I meet a soul mate, I did not rush for the sake of health at the first comers. But they do not believe, there are always some rumors, gossip, and fables around me. So tired...

I am 42 years old and I was thrown twice by my beloved men. Moreover, they accused me of treason, and they themselves married others in a couple of months. When will I meet a normal man, serious, loving, faithful like myself? How much longer do I have to suffer alone?

Although I'm not completely alone, I remained from marriagedaughter whom her husband does not love and says that she is not his and does not pay child support. I am so offended that I do not want to prove anything, do a DNA test and file for alimony. So embarrassing! What is it for me?

Why do I choose such men? I think that all test-antibiotic.com will soon meet the third man in my life, but I'm so afraid that again the same, I will again believe in their fairy tales and their artistry that I fell in love with me forever. The husband took an oath at the registry office, so what? I also said all the words like a prayer and with all seriousness.

Divorce blew me away. Now I do not believe in words, forever and ever, they are just a farce. It may have even damaged my worldview.

I am so confused, and still there is hope in me that after all I will meet a worthy husband and live to a ripe old age with him alone. Butthe fear is still there, I'm afraid to make a mistake again.

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