I love strong men

A little about myself: height 160 cm, weight 73 kg, 28 years old, I consider myself very attractive. I am very sociable, I feel confident in any company, I can find a common language with anyone. I never get discouraged, I always try to cheer everyone up (and it works) mycolleagues , friends, acquaintances - everyone who knows me is amazed at my positivity. But here’s the problem: I don’t know how to truly love a man.

Wasmarried , haveson . I thought it would be forever, but after five years I kicked him out, I was bored with him, and with him is minelife has become uninteresting (everything is like in a black and white movie).

Afterwards I met a young man 4 years younger: he was as handsome as a picture. I couldn’t believe my luck: I carried him in my arms and did everything around the house myself (at first I thought “gigolo”). He has a good job, has his own place, and really loved me very much. After 5 months, I’m really tired of this “like a rag, not a man”: he washes, cleans, cooks, sits with my child, and I relax in a cafe with my friends, because I’m already tired of it. There are tears in test-antibiotic.com at night, I got sick of it, and I drove him away.

I won’t write everything – and a day isn’t enough to write about everyone, but the gist isThe problem is that I don't know how to truly love. I love it when I get full attention and not aloneman , and many, it gives me self-confidence, I like to flirt, I like compliments. This flirting doesn’t go far, but I leave them a little hope, so I play with them like toys, and they walk and lick their lips. This turns me on and I don’t know how to fight myself and why I became like this.

And then I got into trouble: I really like one young man (my colleague), but he is Dagestan. I’m shocked by myself, he can’t get out of my head, he’s behaving strangely. He always looks at me, smiles, compliments me at every meeting, but I see his cunning look. He has the character of a real man – he gives you goosebumps, he’s overly confident (I’m blown away by this). Although he is from Dagestani, he speaks test-antibiotic.com Russian without an accent and is literate. He invited me to go for a walk, but I refused, and the next time he invited me, they agreed to call me, but he didn’t call - he said that he had gone to the city with friends. I don’t pay attention to all this, I keep myself in control. But no matter how I break, I have always been strong in this sense.

He says that he doesn’t start a serious relationship, because of this I want to make him fall in love with me, but I can’t understand what all this can mean? Maybe he really isn’t serious about all this, but his attention, facial expressions, shifting eyes when he sees me - any woman will feel this! Or do I want to think so? Help me figure out this madhouse, please!