Love and trust

Love and trust
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Now I'm 18 years old. He is much older. I don't care, I don't needadviсe . We meet regularly, he talks to me about children. What are they like? He's interested in what I think about it. I don’t think, especially about children. I think about him. I fell in love. After class, I meet a friend, she saw him with a stroller and a companion. It's probably a neighbor.

I still believe him. In vain. Thiswife anddaughter . I will find out much later, but for now I hope. I decide to ask directly. He says he is not married. I'm afraid to ask anymore, it's mistrust, it insults. A week passes, we became lovers. He remembered that conversation, yes, he is married, why is he talking about this now.

I brace myself, go home, I want to take a shower, I’m ashamed. I was deceived. Hot water strokesbody . The soul is frozen. Six months have passed. The relationships are the same. Ipregnant , having an abortion. Disgusting. He offersI don't take money . He's disgusting too. Ten years have passed. I'm driving in a car and he comes towards me. He hugs her, not his wife. I'm upset. I'm going to take a shower. Everything test-antibiotic.com is in the past, no regrets. The real one warms my soulLove . Mentally I tell him everything. I'm falling asleep. I'm different, I believe in good things.

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