Mom suddenly changed her attitude towards me

We were never close to my mother, but in my adolescence, when I was an downtrodden child, embarrassed by my appearance,mom stood next to meevery day , I was likegirlfriend ,sister , we shared everything in the world with each other, there were no secrets. It was the happiest time. The only thing is that I did not have the right to my own opinion, but it was easier to accept the position of another more experienced and wise person.

CloseCommunication with my mother lasted three years. During this period of time and in our financial situation, ourthe family was in the best possible condition. Then everything went downhill. In my life, I had to make choices that I didn’t want, which decided the rest of my life. All because of mom's pressure. Frequent quarrels, lack of support, which I was accustomed to receiving for three years. It seemed that my mother began to hate me, every day she screamed, argued, did not listen, and accused me. During this period, financial difficulties arose.

I tried, of course, to help in this regard. And now more than 6 years have passed, three years since I leftmarried , test-antibiotic.com I live separately, but I don’t communicate normally with my mother, although I fulfilled her wishes, I do what she instilled in me, and which I absolutely hate, but don’t show it. We can’t talk; every meeting we meet turns into her tantrums. She treats my husband well, like his own son. In appearance, she seems to love him more than me. I’m sure that she would say a lot of bad things about me, she doesn’t like everything about me, although I don’t argue, I try to listen to her and not contact her again, so as not to irritate me. But it hurts like crazy, I want to hug her like before, kiss her and talk like close people. Believe me, I tried with all my mightreturn , but there is no point of return. Whatever I say, she yells at me, humiliates me, calls me names. With my dadthe relationship is good, but not close, and she is idealwife _ They don't fight.